We All Have Our Demons We Must Face

we all have things that affect us. for some it's dealing with loss, for others it's being alone.
today is thanksgiving. and i give thanks for the amazing family i was blessed with but holidays can be hard. i spent thanksgiving with my dad as always and i come home and my mom is out of it. i can tell she ha been sad and hurt that she can't spend thanksgiving with her kids. she went to bed at eight without coming out to see me. it hurts so bad to see her hurt. i wish i could be in two places at once but i can't. divorce sucks. i'm used to it by now but every once in awhile it comes back and slaps me hard across the face. it's heartbreaking sometimes.

Just Wanted To Say..

Thanksgiving break is a gift from God! Finally I can sleep! :) And be lazy all day!
Except when I have to work..and study for finals.
But still..no school ;)
<3

So I Think I'm In Love...

with Robert Pattinson..aka *Edward Cullen* from Twilight
I wish he wasn't just a fictional character (sigh..)
<3
just thought i would let you all know that he will be my husband one day! :)

I Miss My Mayberry

i remember how simple and innocent everything used to be. it makes me cry sometimes to think about it. there's an ache in my heart that yearns for that time again. a time of stability, when friends were always there, i got to see my family whenever, home actually felt like home, youth group was always every sunday, listening to a quiet guitar under a starry sky, when friends didnt have to deal with terrible stuff, when i had a place to escape to, when i could believe that promises last forever. innocence..where did it go? no worry..where did it go? growing up comes at a price.

Let Me Just Take a Second...

to thank God for all that he has blessed my life with. i am so incredibly grateful for everything, every opportunity, and especially everyone in my life. this semester has been a drain on my emotions and taken a toll both mentally and physically but that's ok. i have so much good in my life that i can focus on.
~i have been given the opportunity to attend a university that i know and love.
~i have also been granted the chance to represent that university through participation on the tiger eyes flag line. little girls want to be me, they come up and ask or pictures and stare and say how pretty we look. that makes my day. it also keeps me in decent shape with pregame. my calves don't lie :)
~i have been given the chance to strengthen old friendships and gain new ones.
~i've taken trips and been able to go out and dance with friends.
~i still see my family unlike many college students.
~ i have the most amazing and supportive friends in the whole world. i truly love them.
~my life is amazing. the end. i would not trade it for anyone else's.
there is so much for me to be grateful for. i just wanted to say thank you. for everyone who is in my life, i love you so much and am so happy that you are a part of it.

Some Fall 08 Pics

Us at the Top of Tiger Walk with Aubie!
Halloween 08. Boo Nick Saban! He was definitely th scariest costume there!

Random Night downtown

My 15 seconds of fame lol

Us at the Opryland Resort before the AU Vandy game which we performed in..

Halloween 2008. I was killer bee, we also had gansters, hannah montana, barbie, among others

Beach trip. Late October.

March Around before pregame :)

Ole Miss vs Auburn at Oxford. Went as a student :)

So it's been a pretty fun year so far! :) this is only a little of what we've done but it's been amazing. crazy and amazing!

This One is for My Uncle

the ohio state vs michigan rivalry will never NEVER top the auburn vs alabama rivalry.
sorry to tell you such heartbreaking news :)
love you!