Friday, May 21, 2010

Honey, I Pray For You

So Tyler is offcially gone, friends or otherwise. he's the one i have more than a couple blogs about. basically i've fought really hard to maintain his friendship and he was doing well until spring break. since then he's become even more disrespectful and cruel. about a week ago he was so nasty and mean for no reason at all that i was just shocked. he was cursing at me and threatening to never talk to me again and blah blah. so a couple days later i told him i wanted to stop fighting and come to a peace. he said it was impossible and that i was a backstabber who he couldn't be associated with. ok. whatever. it was bull crap. i'll never get straight answers and i'm tired of this crap. the manipulation, emotional and verbal attacks. for two years. i'm DONE! he's a screwed up person and has serious issues and i've finally realzied i don't have to take the disrespect and intentional cruelness. it's not my job to fix him or save him or whatever. and as much as i'm that person who doesn't want to give up on somebody, when my personal emotional state is messed with so much that i can barely get through, something's gotta give. and he made his choice. just wish i had done it first. because over the last couple years he's been the backstabber and the one who caused so much pain to me. so buh bye.
i'll just sum up my feelings towards him with a song:

"Sometimes we get angry but we must not condemn,
Let the good lord do his job, you just pray for them...

I pray your brakes go out runnin down a hill,
I pray a flower pot falls from a window sill
And knocks you in the head like i'd like to.
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flyin high when your engine stalls.
I pray all your dreams never come true.
Just know wherever you are, honey, I pray for you."

<3 you forever, tyler. (psh. yeah right! :p)