Friday, May 21, 2010

Honey, I Pray For You

So Tyler is offcially gone, friends or otherwise. he's the one i have more than a couple blogs about. basically i've fought really hard to maintain his friendship and he was doing well until spring break. since then he's become even more disrespectful and cruel. about a week ago he was so nasty and mean for no reason at all that i was just shocked. he was cursing at me and threatening to never talk to me again and blah blah. so a couple days later i told him i wanted to stop fighting and come to a peace. he said it was impossible and that i was a backstabber who he couldn't be associated with. ok. whatever. it was bull crap. i'll never get straight answers and i'm tired of this crap. the manipulation, emotional and verbal attacks. for two years. i'm DONE! he's a screwed up person and has serious issues and i've finally realzied i don't have to take the disrespect and intentional cruelness. it's not my job to fix him or save him or whatever. and as much as i'm that person who doesn't want to give up on somebody, when my personal emotional state is messed with so much that i can barely get through, something's gotta give. and he made his choice. just wish i had done it first. because over the last couple years he's been the backstabber and the one who caused so much pain to me. so buh bye.
i'll just sum up my feelings towards him with a song:

"Sometimes we get angry but we must not condemn,
Let the good lord do his job, you just pray for them...

I pray your brakes go out runnin down a hill,
I pray a flower pot falls from a window sill
And knocks you in the head like i'd like to.
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flyin high when your engine stalls.
I pray all your dreams never come true.
Just know wherever you are, honey, I pray for you."

<3 you forever, tyler. (psh. yeah right! :p)

7 comments:

偉誠 said...

天下沒有走不通的路,沒有克服不了的困難,沒有打不敗的敵人。......................................................

SeymourZ_Reger嘉容 said...

真是好文呀~~給你拍拍手再加分!!!..................................................

EdmundoK_黎 said...

真是太猛了,請受小弟一拜Orz(>O<)..................................................

雲亨 said...

恨一個人,比原諒一個人,更傷力氣。..................................................................

義珊 said...

愛,拆開來是心和受兩個字。用心去接受對方的一切,用心去愛對方的所有。..................................................................

銘木 said...

知識可以傳授,智慧卻不行。每個人必須成為他自己。.................................................................

王瑞 said...

河水永遠是相同的,可是每一剎那又都是新的。.................................................................