we all have things that affect us. for some it's dealing with loss, for others it's being alone.
today is thanksgiving. and i give thanks for the amazing family i was blessed with but holidays can be hard. i spent thanksgiving with my dad as always and i come home and my mom is out of it. i can tell she ha been sad and hurt that she can't spend thanksgiving with her kids. she went to bed at eight without coming out to see me. it hurts so bad to see her hurt. i wish i could be in two places at once but i can't. divorce sucks. i'm used to it by now but every once in awhile it comes back and slaps me hard across the face. it's heartbreaking sometimes.